Thursday, August 14, 2014

Another sleepless night

I'm Still staring at the ceiling
I can hear em fighting 
With her for no good reason...
- sleepless nights

Any one still speak of Faber Drive anymore? What happened to them anyway? Regardless, those first two lines pop into my head when I'm strung up on the day's caffeine and well, still staring at the ceiling, literally. 

Anyhoo, story of the day, wrote my last of two finals for the summer. Yesterday's was horrendously scary and I am honestly really really nervous about it still. Today's was actually better than I expected and way better than the final so I'm not worried at all. So glad to be done!  Time to have real fun for the next two weeks.... Or just watch a shitload of tv. I actually got really excited last night because my cousin is getting married at the end of the month and he had just posted wedding shoot photos on Facebook. They're gorgeous and it really hit me how soon the wedding is. On the other hand it's got me a little nervous. The reason why The Diet Bet idea came about was because I had bought a consigned dress for cheap for the wedding. Before you go all "ick, she consigns" on me, I had grabbed the dress thinking is try it on for fun. It's a small and form fitted so going in, I didn't think it would fit/ look good on at all. However, being form fitted and one shouldered, it's pretty stretchy and provided enough slack to fit my "curves". It fit, and it looked kinda hot. I had looked into dresses online (cuz who doesn't when they're supposed to be studying /:) and was looking for super summery, flowy, dressed with a full skirt to balance out my chubs. So this was totally a 180 from what I was expecting. Long story shorter, it was on sale and I thought what the hell, let this be motivation to get fit! It's not overly small for me but I decided to make it a big deal so that I actually aim to be more active and watch what I eat. Safe to say it's working but slowly and now that school is over I can focus on doing it right and making a difference. I want to try and maintain a good balance that I can keep up even after the wedding /bet but as time is ticking, I do want to push myself to make the deadline. I realized last week that my cousin (who actually also started a side bet with me) may be a little more self disciplined (when he wants to be) than me, but now that I think about it, that just means I have to get my game together and really work in order to win. I'm excited to be able to hang out with my friends again which also means eating out and drinking out more often but I now also have time to work my butt and burn it off. :) I think a slight problem may be my sleeping schedule as always. It's usually irregular and the red bull I had this afternoon is clearly not helping anything. -.-
Have plans to have sushi tomorrow night so I think I'll stop by the mall after babysitting to pre-burn some calories. Haha of only it worked that way. Mighty night!

Friday, August 8, 2014

Lifestylez: August

Since weigh in #1, I've been trying to track what I put into my system and the amount I burn throughout the day. I started off using an iPhone app called Lose It! but have since swapped over to My Fitness Pal as it seems to have a larger database of foods.

I feel like it's doing a really good job of making me conscious of what I eat and when however, it hasn't helped drastically change my diet. The first week after The Diet Bet (let's call it that), I was very motivated to get out more and to get moving. But since summer has been rolling on at full throtle, it's been hard to keep my food choices healthy and in check. I think the two things that I've been a sucker for are cold beers and popsicles. I don't usually have either super often but I feel like the summer heat has me craving them all the time. Another thing that puts me behind is coffee. I'm not a crazy coffee addict like some may be but I do really really enjoy my Caramel Machiatto's. I let them slide mainly because with non-fat milk, they don't take up too much of my calorie quota. This week has been a little difficult as my summer school exams are lurking closer and I haven't had as much time to be out and about. Going to work is a good excuse to get me on my bike but since I don't work all that often, the days in between get a little lazier. Along with having more free time, I've been drawn to try new resturaunts and eat out more making it even harder to watch what I eat. Tried out Craft Beer Market a couple days ago and having had biked from work, I splurged on a beer paddle and crab cake sliders. That lunch felt a little too lavish to skip the beer and have a salad. I've got to make sure I make up for that soon. 


This week, my aim is to focus on eating at home again. It's easier to control what and how much I eat but it takes a bit of effort and time. We've got some veggies again in the fridge so hopefully that will be a good start. I also would like to get back into running because goodness knows when my last run was. I'm thinking of trying to mix running and maybe some workout videos together to see how that goes. I feel like I'm not mixing enough strength training into my (barely there) workouts to be as productive as I could be. 

I met up with my cousin in the bet today and it got me a little worried. Because of our difference in lifestyles, cutting large amounts of junk food seems easier compared to refining a relatively nutritive diet into some thing better. I don't know if that makes sense but in the short run, I think it's a little harder for me to lose the weight as fast as he can. Haha I feel like I either just called him a fatass or made myself sound like it's hard for me to lose weight. *Disclaimer: I am in no way trying to make losing weight sound like a game or anything; we just all really needed the motivation* Hopefully I can treat this as extra motivation and move my butt in time to make it count. Regardless, I want to make this an experience that will potentially make changes to my diet and activity and well my overall lifestlye. 


Last two weeks in activity:
07.25 - 08.04 
friday: biked seawall
saturday: biked seawall
sunday: biked seawall
monday: ultimate
tuesday: walked langara trail
wednesday: n/a
thursday: biked granville island
friday: n/a
saturday: walked downtown (fireworks)
sunday: biked to work
monday: biked to work, to Craft
hiatus since tuesday

School ends after this week so hopefully that will give me more time to plan and move and get fit! Been meaning to get some Blogilates in the mix and just discovered BeFit! on Youtube so hopefully I can incorporate those at home.

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