"Cause I'm just another girl, whose tired of being lonely.
Cause I'm just another girl, whose tired of it all. "

<3 

My wise two cents for the night

Stop and ask yourself how you've made it this far and you'll suddenly realize you are not alone.
- Romany Malco

You are not alone, somewhere on Earth there is someone that feels the exact same way you do. Believing makes you stronger, heal faster, and a better person. Don't let it get the best of you.
- Anonymous

Enough to get me through the night and through tomorrow. 😎S'all I need. :) leggo.

Life's a draaaag

When you've been battered and trolled enough, respect slowly slips. In order to regain you're "righteous" respect you've got to earn it. How do you have the balls to question how I act when you should know exactly the reason why? Look around you. This isn't you're world. Reality is what it is and you can't control it. I'll let you fuck with me but get in my fucking way, bash me hard enough and I'll jump ship. One way or the other. You don't attempt to fucking talk to me so why should I? Maybe you just don't realize it ( and if I really put some thought into it, i guess you really don't) but for the most part, I try pretty hard to care. I'm not perfect if you've never noticed and I will never fit your definition of the word. I will pull myself out of this shit hole for you to see. I don't know if I'll make it out of here but I'll try. Because you're not supposed to be the one to judge. At least not without support. I'm not ungrateful for the financial support. No, I can't be. I'm just not the smartest of the bunch. Why can't you just accept that. Take it for what it is? 

I got asked yesterday if I like the fact that I stayed instead of going away. Truthfully, if I got another chance, I'd leave. In a heartbeat. I've lived like this for long enough. 

It's not like I expected something to change and honestly I haven't changed but I'm a person too. That should count for something shouldn't it?

But in order to fix things, I'll shake it off for now. Avoid things that get in my way. Take it how you want because I no longer care. I will set out to be what I want to be, I can tell you that much. You can bash me, you can troll me, you can doubt me. But if I don't make it, I'll make it somewhere else and you can be disappointed for all I care. Just remember you raised me; ask yourself if you did enough and don't worry about letting me know. Cause if you imagined someone else in my place all along then you might as well find whoever it is and replace me.