School, work, play, repeat. That's the drill at the moment. Highlights would have to be yesterday at the beach cuz I got to spend time with two of my best est buddy buds. The weather was freaken ah-mazing and I just had a lot of fun. I finally got to swim like dolphins in the ocean without freezing to death and it was so nice. It ended a little earlier than I had hoped but it was fine. Spent the night studying for my Math test today which a did very well on if I do say so myself. Feeling rather ecstatic because I was a little nervous writing it. Other than that, work was really chill today. I felt like co-secretary because the real secretary kept stepping out for smokes. lol. And the office has a constant supply of jujubes which is rather amazing. The weather turned crappy today but I guess you can't ask for too much because it was absolutely positively beautiful yesterday. I needed a break from the sun anyways. I just hope that the break isn't long because I do get sun deprived rather quickly.
I've been really determined to find a hot yoga place lately after my very first time at Westcoast hot yoga because my sister has convinced me that it feels so much more productive and effective than any other sort of exercise. Today my friend actually found a place, well introduced me to Bikram's in Kits because they have a free trial for new members so I am planning to commit to that next week. My problem with practically everything is that I can't commit so hopefully it will work out for yoga. It is really refreshing and that's mainly why I am so drawn. So at the same time I'm dragging all my friends with me so I am motivated. And I'm pretty sure if I don't get my ass moving soon, there will be many more 'celebration' nights on my own with Coke zero, Nibs, and Smartpop. XD
Anyways. going to attempt to get up earlier tmr since I've got no hmwk tonight, so g'night world!
*Reloading* ;D
This one's for you and me,
living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
Lift my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters
(Lighters Bruno Mars, Eminem <3 )
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Movie Crazy
I'm getting pretty bad at sleeping early these days. Who needs sleep anyways? Lol. I've been watching movies like a mad person though. Since Thursday night, I've seen:
The Mechanic
Beastly
Mission Impossible 3
The Adjustment Bureau
Source Code
Transformers: Dark of the Moon
(first half of Transformers (1) and the opening credits of Limitless. But that doesn't count.)
I guess that doesn't sound too bad. But I'm pretty sure I watched the last three within 24hrs which is, pretty bad. I feel bad turning on the tv because I feel like I should find something else to do. Something more social and productive would maybe be a nice change. -.- I have been pretty movie deprived during the past school term so I'm making up for it :) Well that's what I'm telling myself. Haha. Dunno if you can tell but I've got a thing for more action-y and even manlier (that's a word?) movies. Action or adventure over chick flick any day in my book. I guess that is quite contradictory seeing as I am also a 'cheeseball'..... But then again, every action films gotta have a happy ending right? If the movie's violent like The Mechanic, it usually ends off with sweet endings and the bad ass good guy walking out of the smoke unscathed so that's cool too. XD So, not like the average girl out there (I think), I'm a fan of sweet rides, rapid fire machine guns, beat downs, etc. Like the average girls. I drool over romantic escapes, hot heroes...I think you get the picture. =D
Speaking of sweet rides,
The Mechanic
Beastly
Mission Impossible 3
The Adjustment Bureau
Source Code
Transformers: Dark of the Moon
(first half of Transformers (1) and the opening credits of Limitless. But that doesn't count.)
I guess that doesn't sound too bad. But I'm pretty sure I watched the last three within 24hrs which is, pretty bad. I feel bad turning on the tv because I feel like I should find something else to do. Something more social and productive would maybe be a nice change. -.- I have been pretty movie deprived during the past school term so I'm making up for it :) Well that's what I'm telling myself. Haha. Dunno if you can tell but I've got a thing for more action-y and even manlier (that's a word?) movies. Action or adventure over chick flick any day in my book. I guess that is quite contradictory seeing as I am also a 'cheeseball'..... But then again, every action films gotta have a happy ending right? If the movie's violent like The Mechanic, it usually ends off with sweet endings and the bad ass good guy walking out of the smoke unscathed so that's cool too. XD So, not like the average girl out there (I think), I'm a fan of sweet rides, rapid fire machine guns, beat downs, etc. Like the average girls. I drool over romantic escapes, hot heroes...I think you get the picture. =D
Speaking of sweet rides,
As the Autobot Soundwave in Transformers, Mercedes Benz SLS AMG caught my eye.
But to be honest, my personal fave is still Bee <3
Fifth gen Chevy Camaro.
And since I'm throwing pictures in, might as well showcase a hottie. You gotta admit, Josh Duhamel looks exceptional with a snipe. Just saying ;)
LOL and since I've dragged the Transformers topic on for so long, cuz I found the movie pretty sweet, I have to say that I prefer Megan Fox over the new girl just because I feel the bad ass character is a little more fitting in this particular genre. But I have nothing against the stick skinny, British, Victoria Secret model. Just fyi ;D
Oh, and I could'nt find a good pic but i believe that Shockwave doesn't only deserve to be recognized by me but should win some best bad ass mechanical action award because he was pretty darn intense!
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Really??
Maybe it's the way I am, or just how dramas have affected me but I confess that I have more of a dreamy, cheesey personality. My 'perfect', guy-wise at least, can be also described as a cheeseball. But does that really change things?
Is it not good enough to find somebody, admit it and attempt to settle. For once in a person's life, should they not have the opportunity to ignore everything that gets in the way of them to have what they believe will make them happy? I mean that's why we all fall in the first place right? That's why we even go for it. It's probably just me but it seems like the farther I dream, the more hopeless it gets. And the ones who are more successful just don't work out. Okay. I do admit that there must be times where things may be hopeless. But I do also believe in that little extra shot of faith that can make everything work. I mean when you've got something golden in your hand, you don't drop it like it burns you're hand. You cherish it and nourish it until you can express yourself without anything in the way.
Regardless, I don't want to sound like a know-it-all whining about what I see. Because I'm not. I know nothing. I've felt close to nothing. I'm not afraid to admit that I may be jealous. Maybe in the back of my mind, there's a little part that believes I could do better. Honestly, I just want a chance. But where ever I look, I feel like my back is against the wall. Where do you run if you're not even given the opportunity to go anywhere? I know I am quite biased. I'm standing on the sidelines watching through glasses tinted by romantic dramas but you're given things to take. If they were mine to take, I would want to choose to take them. However, half the time, I can't even tell the difference between things offered to me and my own made up fantasies.
I dunno what else to say. My 19 mins of megavideo restriction are up. ~sigh
Pce.
Is it not good enough to find somebody, admit it and attempt to settle. For once in a person's life, should they not have the opportunity to ignore everything that gets in the way of them to have what they believe will make them happy? I mean that's why we all fall in the first place right? That's why we even go for it. It's probably just me but it seems like the farther I dream, the more hopeless it gets. And the ones who are more successful just don't work out. Okay. I do admit that there must be times where things may be hopeless. But I do also believe in that little extra shot of faith that can make everything work. I mean when you've got something golden in your hand, you don't drop it like it burns you're hand. You cherish it and nourish it until you can express yourself without anything in the way.
Regardless, I don't want to sound like a know-it-all whining about what I see. Because I'm not. I know nothing. I've felt close to nothing. I'm not afraid to admit that I may be jealous. Maybe in the back of my mind, there's a little part that believes I could do better. Honestly, I just want a chance. But where ever I look, I feel like my back is against the wall. Where do you run if you're not even given the opportunity to go anywhere? I know I am quite biased. I'm standing on the sidelines watching through glasses tinted by romantic dramas but you're given things to take. If they were mine to take, I would want to choose to take them. However, half the time, I can't even tell the difference between things offered to me and my own made up fantasies.
I dunno what else to say. My 19 mins of megavideo restriction are up. ~sigh
Pce.
Friday, June 24, 2011
I'm sorry for not being good enough. That's what I'm sorry for. I really am.
To you, I can't do anything right. Everything I say is wrong. I fucked up bad and I don't know when and how. And I have no clue how to even get started on fixing it. It's like waking up, realizing that you're being buried alive. You to stunned to know what to do. Fuck it.
To you, I can't do anything right. Everything I say is wrong. I fucked up bad and I don't know when and how. And I have no clue how to even get started on fixing it. It's like waking up, realizing that you're being buried alive. You to stunned to know what to do. Fuck it.
Thursday, June 23, 2011
HCO3-+H3O+=H2CO3+H2O
I'm so close to the end I can taste it! In 5 hours and 27 minutes I will officially be FREE!!!! That is if I survive my Chem 12 provincial. D: I guess I don't have much to say besides I am frightened but estatic that by this afternoon I will be done with school....for now -.-. The contents of my brain have turned to mush from all the Keq's and redox reactions so I will type again later when I am home free and doing everything I couldn't do before ALL AT THE SAME TIME Sucka's ;D
I'm going nuts, I know.
xoxo
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Just Chillin'
Since I made a second blog 5 posts ago, I realized that the two combined pretty made up the most of me only dividing me but optimist and pessimist...Now, I don't want people who come across (if any) this one to think I'm little miss Emo-doom-gloom becuase I'm not. It's just really nice to have a place to vent. But still, there's always gotta be some balance. Therefore, today's post is just going to be on a little high note because I am actually having a pretty good laid back night compared to the week I've just train wrecked through. Enjoy the light at the end of the tunnel! While it lasts. :)
Spending this lovely night catching up on some much missed TV. I know now is not the best time but me being the ultimate wasting-time-at-the-worst-possible-time expert, I thought I'd take the time to catch up on some English and Canto dramas. Unfortunately, megavideo has currently forced me to wait 72mins because of my over use. I didn't even get through very much :(
I got hooked onto another tvb drama after a long hiatus on my part. I watched the first couple of the brand new Raymond Lam drama but it got on my nerves a little bit so I didn't continue. Currently, I'm chasing a lawyer themed drama with Kevin Cheng. His character is a little sloppy and disrespectful as it seems but its Kevin, enough said. He never fails to throw something in my direction to capture my attention. English series wise, I decided that I wanted to watch till the end of Smallville. I have sort of always been a fan (although I do admit I skipped a couple seasons in the beginning. There are just too many episodes. lol) and its sad to see it end however necessary it may be. I still have quite a few episodes to keep me busy and happy so it's all good. To make things better, Clark and Lois have finally 'tied the knot' so things can only get better. Unless, they've decided to pull a cheesy lame ass ending or something where everyone dies and the world gets crushed.
Ohp! Videos back up =)
Pce out.
Spending this lovely night catching up on some much missed TV. I know now is not the best time but me being the ultimate wasting-time-at-the-worst-possible-time expert, I thought I'd take the time to catch up on some English and Canto dramas. Unfortunately, megavideo has currently forced me to wait 72mins because of my over use. I didn't even get through very much :(
I got hooked onto another tvb drama after a long hiatus on my part. I watched the first couple of the brand new Raymond Lam drama but it got on my nerves a little bit so I didn't continue. Currently, I'm chasing a lawyer themed drama with Kevin Cheng. His character is a little sloppy and disrespectful as it seems but its Kevin, enough said. He never fails to throw something in my direction to capture my attention. English series wise, I decided that I wanted to watch till the end of Smallville. I have sort of always been a fan (although I do admit I skipped a couple seasons in the beginning. There are just too many episodes. lol) and its sad to see it end however necessary it may be. I still have quite a few episodes to keep me busy and happy so it's all good. To make things better, Clark and Lois have finally 'tied the knot' so things can only get better. Unless, they've decided to pull a cheesy lame ass ending or something where everyone dies and the world gets crushed.
Ohp! Videos back up =)
Thursday, June 9, 2011
ok fine, I surrender
I was listening to a friend vent and freak out earlier thinking: wow it'd suck to be that stressed out right now.
Couple hours later, I'm in the same goddamn situation :(
I just wana say 'fuck it' and stop caring. But we're so frickin close to the end. How can it feel so far away at the same time? The closer it gets to the end, the more sressful it feels. So much stuff to do, know, deal with. I'm so fucking tired of it ALL. I cant take this bullshit anymore :(To make things that much worse, I have like digestion problems or something cuz my stomachs being a bitch, I have the equivalent of half a chem final tomorrow, i know next to nothing about it, and I just want to fucking sleep till August for that matter. My hairs still wet, my dads threatening to limit/ get rid of texting on my phone because his friend has perfect little straight A kids who skip prom to 'study', rarely touches a computer let alone facebook, and gives my dad every goddamn reason to critisize my actions. I dont know if you can even begin to understand the level of ''Fucked Up'' I feel I'm at right now. My spaz rampage doesn't even begin to cover it. If my stomach didnt feel like it was about to explode, I would have downed some Red before crashing. But I don't want to fricking fail, not that saying it helps anything. EVER. Uggghh. What the shit. Just pray that I can scrape my subconscious(? didnt learn shit in psych, or atleast none of it stuck. Lol) up tmr at 5or 6am to cram. Snowball in hell thats going to happen. :( But let's have a little hope shall we? Since all else seems lost already... Dammnit, I want my life back...no wait, i want someone elses life!! Nothing fancy, just something simple will be swell. Something other than this. D: god geebus.
xnlnxnlnx (hugs and fucking middle fingers)
-Zombie with its brains shot out
Couple hours later, I'm in the same goddamn situation :(
I just wana say 'fuck it' and stop caring. But we're so frickin close to the end. How can it feel so far away at the same time? The closer it gets to the end, the more sressful it feels. So much stuff to do, know, deal with. I'm so fucking tired of it ALL. I cant take this bullshit anymore :(To make things that much worse, I have like digestion problems or something cuz my stomachs being a bitch, I have the equivalent of half a chem final tomorrow, i know next to nothing about it, and I just want to fucking sleep till August for that matter. My hairs still wet, my dads threatening to limit/ get rid of texting on my phone because his friend has perfect little straight A kids who skip prom to 'study', rarely touches a computer let alone facebook, and gives my dad every goddamn reason to critisize my actions. I dont know if you can even begin to understand the level of ''Fucked Up'' I feel I'm at right now. My spaz rampage doesn't even begin to cover it. If my stomach didnt feel like it was about to explode, I would have downed some Red before crashing. But I don't want to fricking fail, not that saying it helps anything. EVER. Uggghh. What the shit. Just pray that I can scrape my subconscious(? didnt learn shit in psych, or atleast none of it stuck. Lol) up tmr at 5or 6am to cram. Snowball in hell thats going to happen. :( But let's have a little hope shall we? Since all else seems lost already... Dammnit, I want my life back...no wait, i want someone elses life!! Nothing fancy, just something simple will be swell. Something other than this. D: god geebus.
xnlnxnlnx (hugs and fucking middle fingers)
-Zombie with its brains shot out
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