Sunday, June 15, 2014

Can't stop me now

I always come here with a post in mind, realize how behind/ how long ago the last post was and end up masssss posting. Decided to split it up, so now that that huge post is out of the way, I can say what I meant to say. 2 posts in a night, cray. So much for getting up for work tmr. /:
Anyhooo, my transfer FINALLY came through!! And I got it! Zomg that wait was excruciating. Lost count of how many times I went into my account, held my breath until I got the "it takes forever for us to process shit" message, again and again. But I am ecstatic. I found out during class and was so close to jumping straight out of my seat. It's still kinda hard to process. The coast isn't exactly clear though because now I have to take second year science courses. Great. Gotta buckle down and get shit done. Like real shit. Aiya, obnoxious Chloe is coming out so I'll leave with this. Some cuties and a good song. 


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Life Recapitulation

Sunny beach days
Famjamily dinner
Emma's 5th bday at hillcrest:
Little Angela 
Birthday girl
Famjamily dinner again: papa bear
Hipster sibling brunch @ Catch 122 Yaletown
Shameful Tiki Room with the girls and a flaming bowl 
Ganache bakery pumpkin yummy cake from B
Flowers from mommy
Midnight birthday surprise
Pajo's and Steveston with twinsie
Same day: huge spot prawns!
Bonding just like bros over chamiseul, rice wine, the goods. 
Backstreet Boys Vancouver
Post ultimate Kwong Chow munchies and Doctor Stranger!! Lee Jongsuk! Kdrama everyday. 
Lucy's diner. (Tasty grub)
New hat from the F as in Frank fire sale... But not really cuz all the cheap stuff sold out. Waited hours going around the whole block. But it was worth the 30% off this baby. 
Late birthday/ fundraising dinner. Turnout was a little small but I had a blast. #newcrew
Same night at the lamplighter in Yaletown. Fun place. Cute bartenders. #8 Russell. And that ain't no hashtag. 
*Out of order* Mother's Day dinner 
Not my fave study location but this right here is definitely my fave donut. Period. Mango Passionfruit. 
The start of #thurdaynights @ zabu chicken. So good. The yogurt soju and the chicken. 
Same night: First Seoul train at Base!! So sick. The Rainbow Train is also super awesome. The jack and coke, and their tequila, not so much. 
Taxi ride after ramen tokkpoki and causing a ruckus at Bella blue....maybe..?
Skateboarding in the park!!
Beautiful day, so much fun, scars if wiping out to prove it. 
Baking with the buds: Lemon meringue pie. Scrumptious!
Little old but trying to be artistic with my new shoes!! Thank you Payless for everyday shoes. Slip ons ftw. 
Dddd-d-box!! Free courtesy of scene points. Coolest movie experience ever. It was like touching tom cruise and being on Indiana jones or some universal studios ride for two hours. :D

Tuesday, May 6, 2014

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Late late nights.

I have been Incredibly terrible with my sleeping schedule. It started a couple nights ago, I was crashing in my sisters room and it being a weekend and all we stayed up. I started this drama halfway through as a little chill time from studying. And so I was going to watch and them go to sleep. Knowing me, I burned through episodes. (I'm pretty certain it's got something to do with withdrawal). Found myself feeling more and more awake as I was watching. When I finally decided it was time to sleep (well past 3am), I couldn't fall asleep. Rolled around, picked up my phone a couple more times. Next thing I know, it's 5:30 and it was getting light outside. Moved to another room and dozed off around 6/7. Thought I'd just sleep half the day but I woke up a couple hours later when my family was up. Felt like shit but didn't get much more sleep. Surprisingly, I got through the day okay. It was purely studying so nothing excessive. At 10, I started crashing and was going to call it an early night. But since I don't learn, I stayed up another late night. Got distracted, night owl mode kicked in, crawled into bed with my phone; next thing I know, it's 4am. Slept till 1 this afternoon and wasn't really all that productive either.  Thing is, I'm surprised my system hasn't called it quits on me yet, although I'm sure I just jinxed it. Guess tomorrow will be the day I use that grande Starbucks coupon. Have to really fix myself up before it's time to really crack down, no nonsense style on my exams. They're getting pretty close already and I'm getting nervous. My freak out session of the week has been focused on my chem mark needing to pass the portion of the course that doesn't include the lab. Was overjoyed I passed the lab until I realized that I still could fail. I think I overstressed and miscalculated but nonetheless it is not a good situation. On top of that, I have no clue whether I'm going to be anywhere close to making the cut to transfer. It's not that I don't have an idea, it's just I don't know if I'm going to be on par with averages. And if I don't make it, I'm royally screwed. Lost like captain jack and his compass, no joke. Probably should really consider sleeping and praying for brain cells regrowing. There's a term in psych for that but clearly no longer with me. 

My "excuse" for the night is that I needed to get all the tv out of my system in order to focus. But at this rate, I'm just going to pass the fuck out tomorrow. Well, guess we have a goal for tomorrow: Get out of bed. Some part of my brain has already decided that May is close enough. Crap. 

Amusing side note, my sister sounded disappointed about the ending of this drama (Innocent Man/Nice Guy; she's seen it). Main man ends up with  prosopagnosia and ends up not recognizing his girl. Something I learned about in the psych course I just took actually. Haha. If I learned something, it's that; just not how to spell it. Ending in my opinion was aite. Any ending where they end up together is decent. It's a plus if they add extra "aww"s and sappy scenes  but you know, you don't always get what you want. 

I'm so ready for summer it's ridiculous. 
Oh!! One last thing since we've got the photos going. I acquired a second hand Polaroid last week through a school Fb group. Really really happy with it actually. It's digital and is pretty crazy. Can't wait to use it! 
Bah, since I'm still at it, ultimate starts on the first Monday of May!!!! Super psyched even though I don't have confirmation from my boss that I'm not scheduled for work. Actually have to bug him about that tmr. Bs been really excited to play and it's gotten me hyped. Only problem is, I'm so outta shape and not much good under pressure. Last note: the sun run is this weekend..... I'm going to die. 

Mokay! Don't even know why I'm still up. Sleepy time. 당신을 잘 잠. 

Saturday, April 12, 2014

Circles: This day last year.

Scrolled down to the bottom of this page to find a post from this day last year. Same sort of situation really which is pretty sad. Finals start on Monday for me and I've spent the day bumming around essentially. Have been getting morning runs in since it has been so sunny and it feels great. Not really tracking much at all but the fresh air is really really rewarding. Life has been going slow. School hasn't been helping. I feel like during the school year I fall into this monotonous routine and time just passes with nothing really happening. I talk to people and hear their plans and the world just seems like it's spinning around me, without me. My sister's got a summer trip to New York in the works and it has got me really thinking about travelling myself. I just want the opportunity get out and just experience. Enough of this  responsible academic bullshit if I put it bluntly.

Studied with some friends yesterday, one of which I haven't seen in about three years. It was really nice to catch up because I feel like we did click in the past. She's undecided about what she'll be doing but she sounded pretty prepared for whatever happens and for the rest of university in general. I talk about what I want but there really isn't a whole lot of reasoning behind it and I don't really have any idea where I'm going.

*Sigh* I mean, Youtube could practically count as my best friend. There's a problem.
I think a big part of it is not taking initiative about it and being aggressive but in the moment it's hard to catch... if that even makes sense...

Saturday, March 29, 2014

Take Two

Second post of the day after a very long hiatus. I have been mainly focussing on school and not much else. I feel like I'm constantly lost in the whirlwind of being behind in notes and assignments and labs. The end of the (school) year is creeping up again and I can feel the tension building. I am starting to get really nervous this time around because Chem is really confusing and math is just math. Reassuring to have picked up the past two math assignments and find that I didn't flunk. The Chem lab exam also went by pretty flawlessly I have to say. Couple of hiccups of the skills tested which sucks and maybe not the best write up but that is over and done with. Very relieving to finally get one past paper back and find that I did pretty decent. I know that we're supposed to go拜山 the weekend before my finals start but other than that, it's cram time from now till then. Worry worry worry. On the side (cuz you always need stress relievers), I've been crazy about a korean reality show called The Return of Superman. I'ts pretty new and it only airs on Sundays but it's about four celebrity dads in charge of their kids for three days. They usually go on outings with another dad and his kids and I find it really amusing. The oldest kids are are a pair of brothers, Junu and Junseo, and I think the older one is 12. They're pretty self sufficient which is a really nice variety from the youngins and they're really good kids. There's Tablo and his daughter, Haru, who may just be the most adorable, fish loving, boyish, and spoiled little girl out there. Tablo is part of a guy group called Epik High with two djs, and up until I started watching, the only thing I knew about them was that he was signed with YG Enteretainment (Big Bang) and performed as batman villains during the 2012 MAMAs. Wow, I sound like such a nerd. Anyways, I started to pay more attention to them all because he is the sweetest guy to his daughter and just seems like an awesome dad. He's pretty young and I mean, pretty much a rapper so....it doesn't get cooler than that (jokes, but you get my drift). More about Epik High in a bit. The third dad, may just be my personal favorite most of the time has twin toddlers (Seojun and Seoeon). I think they celebrate their first birthdays on this weeks episode and life with twins seems pretty rough. Regardless, he does a fantastic job and it makes it all the more amusing. It's not just funny to watch but it really emphasizes the lows and (sometimes even super) highs of raising kids. The last father is a japanese MMA fighter married to a famous japanese model (but he speaks Korean). Together, they have the most adorable little girl named Sarang. The dad is this big, dark, bulky guy with crazy hair and his daughter is tiny and silly and fearless and eats like an animal (An honest description and not meant to be offensive at all). She just eats and eats and eats and giggles and runs around all day long. All in all, it is so precious to watch relationships grow and maturing. On the side, there's a lot of stuff and attractions revolving Korea and Japan. Great for hour and a half of brain relaxation and laughs.

Along with the show, I've been a little crazy about Epik High and Davichi's music. Epik High makes really kind of dark music but it's usually fast and poppy which I like. It has proven to be really grreat when needing to zone anything out and take notes. Davichi (girl duo) on the other hand is super mellow and pretty much everything the sing is a ballad. Best of both worlds. I found out Tablo is fluent English and has a couple full English tracks. He got kicked out of St George's in gr 9 but graduated from Stanford. So much respect for such an all around cool guy.

Went for a Mr. Brownstone burger and a beer having never tried the place last night and it was delicious. Whoever came up with egg cracked in an onion ring over another onion ring over, caramellized onions, patty, and beef/ham and veggies was a genius. Watched Buried with my home girl after doing some math to wrap up the night. Didn't have huge expectations even for Ryan Reynolds, being stuck in a box for an hour but ended up borderline nauseaus and mind blown. Pretty good acting on his part seeing as he is the Only face you see. However the plot ends up pretty devastating. Not what I expected at all and kinda left us chilled. Americans and terrorists and scary things =/.

Will leave it at that for tonight. Bummed aroud for most of the day. The only productivity of the day was getting up to run in the rain this morning. Didn't make it exceptionally far though because I had to be home to teach. But by far better than nothing. Made myself a smoothie that ended up being a giant cup of green foam which was pretty icky. Bed time ish. Gotta get up to work tomorrow. I offered to cover the past two Sunday Indoor Playground shifts along with this week. It's pretty chill and the kids love the bouncy castle so I just supervise. Also the kids are younger than the ones from Action Kids so it's really awesome and cute.

Night night! (but really I have like half an episode left....)
What about my feelings? What about respecting me? How is this a one way street??