Scrolled down to the bottom of this page to find a post from this day last year. Same sort of situation really which is pretty sad. Finals start on Monday for me and I've spent the day bumming around essentially. Have been getting morning runs in since it has been so sunny and it feels great. Not really tracking much at all but the fresh air is really really rewarding. Life has been going slow. School hasn't been helping. I feel like during the school year I fall into this monotonous routine and time just passes with nothing really happening. I talk to people and hear their plans and the world just seems like it's spinning around me, without me. My sister's got a summer trip to New York in the works and it has got me really thinking about travelling myself. I just want the opportunity get out and just experience. Enough of this responsible academic bullshit if I put it bluntly.
Studied with some friends yesterday, one of which I haven't seen in about three years. It was really nice to catch up because I feel like we did click in the past. She's undecided about what she'll be doing but she sounded pretty prepared for whatever happens and for the rest of university in general. I talk about what I want but there really isn't a whole lot of reasoning behind it and I don't really have any idea where I'm going.
*Sigh* I mean, Youtube could practically count as my best friend. There's a problem.
I think a big part of it is not taking initiative about it and being aggressive but in the moment it's hard to catch... if that even makes sense...
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