Why do you have to be so damn defensive? I'm not trying to attack you. Calm your balls. It's not a friggin wrestling match. I don't understand why we can't have a decent conversation. Am I that irritable or something? Because according to you, someone else is always making excuses. What about you?? What makes you always right? I'd never want to say it out because I'm in denial myself but it times like these that really make me wish I made it out of here. It times like these where a part of me asks me what if I can't make it out? I really wish you were tolerable. Because you're supposed to be. Are my standards too high? I just want to understand. I want to live my life to the fullest. But how do I do that with people like you breaking down my neck??