Can you spell benched?

B-E-N-C-H-E-D. Yup, that's how you spell it. Pain in the ass too. You know your life sucks when you get benched and your not ready to kill yourself. I guess I'm way past that point already. I'm not proud, but I'm not devastated and as fucking embarrassing as it is, I'm going to suck it up.....cuz honestly, there is nothing I can do. Just hope that it doesn't happen again. Ugh, I cannot wait for winter break, for shopping, for Christmas, for all this shit to go away. Oh, and a word of advice to all the peeps out there, live life as it comes to you. Don't ever take it for fucking granted. And thats to everybody. Argh why can't these days pass any faster?