It's not ok.

When did I decide that it was okay to throw my life away?
When did I decide that I don't have to care?
Why am I the first to jump the fun gun and put everything else that matters behind it?
When did I become this person who can take so easily?
When did I become so naive?
When is it my turn to grow up and mean something?

When you fall down, you pick yourself back up. But what if your forever falling?

Fuck gravity. GET THE FUCK UP!

*zombie apocalypse: wave 9000. ready, aim, fire.*

Cvc Snowstorm Jan 4-6, 2013

Big White, Kewlona

Unfortunately, back to the same old shitty shit

UBC CVC Snowstorm 2013

Ski trip/ Mass party

Hella fun. Quite worth it. Feeling like the first time I ever hardcore legit partied. I think having the place to drink and party is key. Hella fun need I say more. 

But back home now. Same old shit winding down. Shit facing me. 

Will add more later. Don't even know how I'm going to catch up for tmr. Fuck.

Christmas time is near!

*obvs late and out dated and neglected but you get the point.

The Way to Wind Down at the End of the Week...?

Just sat through 2 hours on epic cowboy madness ending off with a giant what the fuck. No joke. I found the entire thing pretty amusing but the end just made me go "woah, I just sat through a whole lot of nothingness." Doesn't help that the "bad" is kinda captivatingly, sexily, attractive. You know, in that long hair, eyeliner, with a shotgun kinda way..? Anyways, screen caps for the win:
(Not if they don't show up....awkward. Will fix soon. )
The Good, The Bad, and The Weird

Sleepless nights

"Another sleepless night..."
Not staring at the ceiling though.
Guess this will be this blogs equivalent of my other blogs "On my mind". At that pint of the night where I have to decide whether tonight will be a late night or not. Minutes to 12 ticking away. Wish it was ticking away to like Christmas or New Years or something. My mind's thinking another half episode of Athena? Ughh up until two days ago I was doing so good eight the tv ban too. But cuz I wasn't able to cut out YouTube ( I mean that's like impossible. Like totally. ☝) I started another. Too curious and too done with studying. So tonight's my guilty pleasure night until hardcore studying tmr. Gah too many excuses. ( holy someone just came into my room. Didn't seem to notice me tapping away at my screen though. 😬😅)
Okay, blow through half an episode and then hit the sheets! ( That always comes to mind and then I take it back because it sounds borderline dirty, no? Lol oh well.)

*deploying care package🚁📦*

Why must sleep be such a necessity??

Fuckity f*ck (pardon me). Write off day number five billion no big deal. 3:55am and counting. Killlllling time. Some how stayed up ill 5 last night doing close to nothing after a brutal second exam and really good cake for Rach's birthday. Didn't do shaznatch today. Chem final's in 2. Piano teacher gets back, class in 3. Frack Koreans and their epic, jaw dropping,cliff hanging dramas. Ugh the only good looking guy isn't even important in this one. The girl is from the melodramatic (I suppose. If I knew what that meant...) drama B's catching that I picked up for one episode and then dropped cuz she was kinda ugly. But bad ass super spy cop action changes errthang. Grrrr if I didn't need to sleep, I could finish all eps by lunch. Fml need major intervention. Keke. Anywhozieohs, sleep in 30? Sounds about right. 😅

Now equipped: dual silenced pistols. 🔫🔫